In a rut....I hate it!!!

I hate feeling like this. I don't want to do anything (knitting, working out, etc.). I hate living paycheck to paycheck. I'm already broke until two weeks from now. Haley's birthday is next week and I don't have anything for her present. Lisa is going to have to wait for her nail polishes. I gave Ben $100 but I still have to get a cake for her.